Hey I chose Chantal!!! (Finally)

Chan The Lovely!!

Well I cant believe I am doing this!!! A blog? This is my Life Long nightmare. I was the pudgy kid in school but now I am a little to plump for my 23 y.o Life. I am totaly doing this for me. I have been on multiple diet plans. Jenny Craig, Fat burn diet, Weight watchers, the cutting soda diet, the you know better diet. Whatever it is I have done it. This time I am going to literally focus on one day at a time. I am so happy to have you guys doing this with me. Brittany and Lynds. We are fly now and we are going to be in the the stratsophere.  I am so nervous of failing again. The most I have lost was 30 pounds for prom. I know that I can do this but I am extremely nervous of failing.Maybe, I am nervous of my success? I will say something inspired me Love of Jehovah and how I want to be the healthiest person I could be for him; so I could be in Full time service for as long as I can. But sometimes that wasn't the biggest push. Truly, with recent events in my life guys I felt as though I was not chosen simply because of my weight. This also includes jobs, relationships and self worth. It was you Brit that sent me that famous quote.

 The keyword was PICK my self. It hit me like a bomb. I have never chosen myself. I always waited to be chosen or wanted to be qualified by someone Else's standard. Not anymore though!!! I am done! I am tired! Its Just me and Jehovah now!!! Truly, I have been dressing for myself. Wearing heel boots even though I know no one will see it but my close friends or girls. Its an amazing feeling to feel pretty at all times. I must say I will take that saying if "YOU STAY READY YOU NEVER GOT TO GET READY !!! SO this is my first post. I am excited and I am ready for the rest of January 2,2013. The next day has its battles ready. We will see when we get there!!

Lets get it girls,

Chantal ;)