I mean seriously that question haunts me as I go through different tragedies. Someone stole my computer, my family and I feel so violated. The bible speak about these things happening but it doesn't hit you until you go through things. SO why do the burgers, milkshakes, fries, chocolate, melted cheese feel so good during this time? I cant keep turning to these things for comfort any longer. This weekend I am going on a GYM DATE with a close friend. I wanted to go out to eat my problems away, but instead she said something profound " How about we go to the GYM?" When she uttered those words I was like you were about to do it again!!! SO instead of me going to Red Lobster to eat my fave Ultimate Feast(hold the fried shrimp and double up on the delish shrimp scampi) I will be hitting the gym for the first time in about 6 months. I get depressed walking in there as they judge me but again that saying I CHOOSE ME! Has help me not worry about what other people say about me but me being productive IS THE FACTOR. SO I want to say thanks to Fitblackchic (http://fitblackchic.blogspot.com/). She is on a mission and she helped me when under trial. SO what do I like about myself today: I am a go getter when it comes to things that are important to me. Now all I have to do is make eating healthier and working out important!!!
Lets get it!!!
Chan
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